Freya

Two spare.

I'm coming.

Come on.

the London lesbians will eat you alive we just needed to meet I know where have you been dude if I would have seen us yeah at my little gay queer age yeah I would have been like I'm gay same I would have literally been proud about it too you know and that is why it's good that we're doing what we're doing but um sorry yeah going back to the the boyfriends I had all the boyfriends I did all that fell in love with the girl from Brazil because it felt safe for me that she was long distance I thought no one's gonna like know mm-hmm

You met online?

Met online.

Okay.

Yeah, it was when like Instagram had just kind of like popped up.

I thought it was an editing tool.

Got it.

So luckily didn't put anything fucking rogue on there, but it was close.

And yeah, so I met her and I had like a long distance relationship, classically as lesbians do.

That was really, really hard for me.

Like it felt very heavy in my chest, but I loved it so much at the same time.

So it was really hard, like a push and pull.

After that relationship ended, I think because I came out as just being in love with one girl.

oh my gosh and what a fucking idiot why did I do it it actually made it harder if you're thinking about doing this don't do it because it doesn't it doesn't help you know and because my parents and my dad is like bless him like so autistic but like he looks at me and he's just like if you're just in love with one woman then why are you why are you doing this to yourself kind of thing you know he just didn't get it it wasn't so much about him being homophobic because he's like he reacted fine with my older sister you know but it was just more of a I don't get it

And I think a lot of parents do that.

Yeah, exactly, right?

I've been speaking on the podcast recently actually about how we need to completely change the whole coming out process.