Gabe Polsky

And just like for a good six months, like I had a panic attack and was still like just in shock.

It totally tuned me up.

And I was just like, what the hell?

You know, it was devastating.

And so after that, for like 20 years, I was afraid to do anything.

Like, wow.

You know what I'm saying?

Nothing.

Nothing for like, you know, I mean, obviously, you know, alcohol and stuff like that.

But because, you know, weed was so like...

insane for me of an experience and shocking and what was the bug out like at 12 because i used to smoke weed when i was younger and i was chill wow no it was i did do it one time and it was chill and then i did it again and i just completely lost it like yeah it was just like a panic attack i i wasn't prepared for the for the psychedelic aspect of it i mean it was just like really

You know, I did a lot, like a lot of hits, you know, and just everything was like this.

And I thought I was going to die.

I thought I was going crazy, literally for whatever.

And it was so traumatizing that for months I was just like, is this real?

Is this what is going on?

You know?

And no one knew like what to do.

They thought I was like crazy.

And you couldn't tell your parents.