Gabriel Mizrahi

Jeez, Scott, that's brutal.

I am so sorry.

I now feel unbearable guilt and anger at myself.

I tried to get some kind of antidote or reversal, and then I begged God and prayed for my baby to make it.

I did not get any antidote as there was no evidence to suggest anything that might help according to the doctor I saw in the emergency room.

Wow, what a scene that must have been.

She went to the ER.

Yeah.

Regretting it, begging them to find a way to reverse it.

That's so intense.

Yeah.

I tried taking progesterone, but it was too late.

I prayed for Jesus to forgive me and to tell my baby I loved him and for forgiveness for my child.

This experience weighs heavily on my mind and my heart.

I'm wracked with guilt and regret and so upset I didn't just wait for the perfect results.

I'm still praying to Jesus every day for forgiveness for my mortal mistake.

And I want the message to go out about how we need to help women recognize the gift of life.

I'm so upset with myself for delaying beginning my family.

But I just know that I want a healthy child and body and mind with a comparable intellect to my husband and me.

As a Christian, this is something I'm struggling with.