Gavin Bain

It just went on and on and on.

And it just, it was getting so big, you know, to the point where within two years, this is two years now, we haven't released a record.

We've got all this stuff going for us and we haven't released a record.

The amount of money that's been spent on us at this point is over a million.

So basically, we have this big fight.

And it's one of those fights you can't come back from, I'm afraid.

So essentially, the group was over.

We didn't get caught.

And the fact that the group was over was kind of a bit of a blessing because there was a clause in the contract that if the band breaks up before the record comes out, then you don't have to pay the money back.

And so we essentially got away with not having to pay that money back.

We kind of just didn't.

We just kind of went away.

We went quiet.

And then do it as a comeback show and make that money and then give Ivan the money for his treatment.

And so when I walked out on stage, I kind of just looked out.

And my band were playing the intro of the song.

And I was missing keys to go into the first lyrics.

And I tried to go into lyrics.

I just couldn't get anything out.

I was just like crying.