Gaz Wright

Yeah.

I should have cut the kids, you know, uh, we were taking the kids to school and, um,

You know, getting dinners done by six and I was in bed by 10.30 and all the normal stuff.

And I wasn't used to this normal life.

Living like a citizen.

Living like a, yeah, civilian.

Yeah, literally.

And it was totally new to me.

Like I'd never, ever done it.

From the time I was a teenager, I was living, as we would say, free, doing whatever I want, whenever I wanted.

Yeah.

It didn't work out too well.

You know, there was some resistance along the way and you had to learn the hard way.

But anyway, so I just pushed through and little did I know that I had so much baggage from that old life.

It was just, I was suppressing, suppressing, suppressing, suppressing.

And one day it just exploded.

It just exploded.

One morning I woke up in tears, didn't know what was happening.

Within 15 minutes of that, you know, I tried to hang myself out the back under the begola.

And yeah, it was just, it all happened really quick.