Gaz Wright

And I actually was not successful.

I hit the ground.

I'm sitting on my bum and I'm looking around.

And that time, leaving that old life behind and then trying this new life, I can remember leading up to that morning in my head.

I couldn't say anything.

I couldn't talk to anybody about the way I felt.

But in my head, I kept thinking, I can't do this.

And I'll be honest, exactly what was going through me, I can't do this straight head shit.

So every three or four times a day, it dawned on me, I can't do this straight head shit.

But then I just keep pushing through and I decided I'm not going to hurt anybody.

I'm not going to sell drugs.

I'm going to try and be a good guy.

And I was trying and it just consumed me.

Obviously, I feel like we suppress, we suppress, we suppress.

The emotions are always going to come to the surface.

And when they do, they explode.

We have no control over them.

And we verbally or physically hurt someone around us.

Even worse than that, we verbally or physically hurt our loved ones.

I love it now.