George Janko

And the reason I wanted to be successful before, God forbid, I'm sorry for saying this, but I wanted to be my own God.

I was building this tower of Babel.

So that way, when God did bless me, one, I feel like imposter syndrome, like I shouldn't have this.

And then two, I'm like, okay, well, if I'm talking to this youth, like this 14-year-old boy's listening to me, and the gospel's saying it's better for me to tie an anchor to me and sink me into the ocean than take this 14-year-old child and push him in the wrong direction.

But I'm sitting here dealing with Catholicism, Orthodoxy, versus now I'm not under the law and I'm under the grace.

So in my heart, my heart starts racing, and I'm like...

All right, dude, am I doing it the way that pleases God or am I not?

And I feel like this, you know what I feel like I'm becoming?

That coward in the parable where I'm hiding my talent and God's like, dude, what are you doing?

I just feel like he blessed me so much that how I envision my life is my cup is not only full, but it's pouring out abundantly.

So why would I not go and fill up so many cups?

I don't.

Very foolish.

I read the other day they said, life is unfair, but that's good because if it was, it would be you on the cross instead of Jesus.

Right.

And when I heard that, I was like, oh, that changed my life.

Now when I hear people say that, I'm like, dude, you have no idea how lucky you are that life's unfair.

Finances.

Some people look at this like it's evil.

Like if you have too much money, you have too much wealth.