Hannah Kelly

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Family Flowers Only by Grief Ireland · Family Flowers Only with Hannah Kelly · 31 May 2026 podcast

And I don't really remember an awful lot of that.

And I think part of me is like sad and hurt because I don't really like I don't remember Matilda.

And that's like another layer of grief.

I'm grieving my baby that I never really got to have because I was

Like I was on autopilot.

I just stopped seeing people.

I just had to, I just, I went into pure protection mode.

And you just learn to

you just learn to exist and you learn to live and you learn to carry on because things need to be done.

You know, your children need to be fed.

They need to go to school.

They need to do this.

You know, so you just, you just learn to exist a little bit.

And I just,

still think I part of me is in there in that that space um because I thought my mom was my childminder so I didn't have a childminder when my child was born and so I thought I decided to pull back from work so I only go to work um just on a Saturday now um and I'm at home six days a week with the kids and I think it's very much a

I think when Mattel starts PlaySchool in September, I think I will have more time to really experience the grief.

But there's still pockets of it that hit you out of nowhere.

Yeah.

But yeah, it's really complex at the minute to just try and survive and to try and acknowledge that as well, that part of me, you know, that needs to grieve, that needs to explore it more and needs to really allow myself to feel.

I don't think I allowed myself to really feel because I think I was just so traumatized by it all.

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