Hannah Murray

I started sobbing, like crying all these tears.

But then I also felt...

this invisible force moving my body.

I felt like my arms started kind of floating around me as if something was moving them.

And at that moment, I just thought, oh my God, this is magic.

Oh my God, magic is real.

And that set me on a very different path than I had been on before.

Yeah, some of it.

I mean, even when I kind of started, you know, I took two courses, one that was a small little class for two days.

And then this other one that was much more intense, a week long immersive course.

And I did find some of it.

I was quite skeptical and I was being told that dragons were real and unicorns were real.

And I was sort of like, really?

I'm not sure about that.

But there was still this, the healings, the rituals, the energy work that we were doing felt so real to me.

And I could always feel this kind of physical reality to it in the air around me.

And I just wanted more and more of that feeling really.

Yeah, I mean, I would say I've been probably having quite extreme highs and lows since I was a teenager.

And they were only getting more extreme in this period of my kind of mid-20s going into my late 20s.

And around that year, 2016 to 2017 of like filming Detroit, I was just either kind of completely on top of the world or in the depths of despair.