Harry Garside

Someone's trying to kill you.

You're so alive and you're so meditative.

The whole world stops.

You're not thinking about anything but that.

The heightened experience of that is just so, and I think.

Yeah, yeah.

But I think when I started, I don't think that, like, I think, like, it was overcoming that fear of, like, you have this massive fear before you jump in.

And then when you jump in, you realize that you can survive here.

And it's really nice.

You know, you have this, you sort of, you shed your skin a little bit and you grow into a better version of yourself, which I think is amazing.

It's nice to experience that from a young age and constantly be faced with battle after battle after battle and then getting beaten up and having to show back up the next day.

That's where resilience, I think, is arguably formed.

It's like doing something you don't want to do, knowing that you've been smashed the night before, but you have to go back and box the same boy again the next day.

I loved it growing up.

Yeah, I was so unsure.

So my last fight was May last year.

So it's almost a year, which is wild.

And I was really unsure what I was going to do.

And I actually did a... I don't know if you've ever done magic mushrooms, but I did a mushroom trip like four weeks ago just by myself and...

Yeah, I'm pretty sure the numbers that I've read, which, you know, could be warped, but, like, Ibogaine has, like, a pretty high success rate.