Harvey Guillén

Right.

Like once you start one.

But I was so like worried about ruining any kind of chances that I had to like kind of, you know, go on my path that I wanted to take.

And I was like, I'm not going to do anything, you know, and now as an adult, I'm like, well, you know, I know the difference between like having a cocktail and and going crazy.

Uh, so yeah, but as a kid, I was like, I did not touch alcohol.

And I, I know my siblings were like, yeah, I had my first drink when I was like 16 at a friend's party.

I was like, I didn't do, I didn't have that.

Like I just didn't, I guess I was pretty square then if I was like, I don't want to say I was square.

I was, I was mature for my age.

Right, and I already had so much on my plate.

Like, I had full, like, exams and TAP finals and, like, co-parenting, like, my siblings because I was, like, you know, babysitting.

Like, I didn't need to have an alcohol problem.

Yeah, seriously.

That would have been, like, a real, like, lifetime movie.

You know, like, it would have been...

All he wanted was to become an actor, and I was a baby on it.

And all he was was a drunk, an abusive sibling.

Last time I was proud to present.

I have three younger and one older.

They were always working, and they were just like, you know, my parents were just hustlers, so, like, just trying to, like, get us a better life, you know, in America, and just, like, we all pitched in.