Heather Lohmeyer

For sure. And I had to learn a completely new person. Since we met, I've never known Ben completely sober. So that took months of building trust and I had to learn a whole new person. But the Ben that I have now is just phenomenal. He's so attentive, so amazing. And it's just crazy how much alcohol can change a person. It really can get a hold on somebody. And I can't understand that.

I've never had an addiction problem ever with anything. I've never tried even smoking cigarettes. I've never tried drugs in my life. I only had alcohol on very occasional occasions, you know. So I can't understand when it has a grasp on somebody like that.

I've never had an addiction problem ever with anything. I've never tried even smoking cigarettes. I've never tried drugs in my life. I only had alcohol on very occasional occasions, you know. So I can't understand when it has a grasp on somebody like that.

I've never had an addiction problem ever with anything. I've never tried even smoking cigarettes. I've never tried drugs in my life. I only had alcohol on very occasional occasions, you know. So I can't understand when it has a grasp on somebody like that.

So I always say to McKinsley will always be my daughter. But how I say it to people is I say I have one angel baby and one earthly baby.

So I always say to McKinsley will always be my daughter. But how I say it to people is I say I have one angel baby and one earthly baby.

So I always say to McKinsley will always be my daughter. But how I say it to people is I say I have one angel baby and one earthly baby.

No, what they think, you know, in the very beginning, it was really, really hard. I went through a lot of traumatic things when we first lost McKinsley. But when people ask, it can be triggering because you almost don't know what to say to them. But I will never say that Brody is an only child. I will never say that I only have one child. One thing, too, is...

No, what they think, you know, in the very beginning, it was really, really hard. I went through a lot of traumatic things when we first lost McKinsley. But when people ask, it can be triggering because you almost don't know what to say to them. But I will never say that Brody is an only child. I will never say that I only have one child. One thing, too, is...

No, what they think, you know, in the very beginning, it was really, really hard. I went through a lot of traumatic things when we first lost McKinsley. But when people ask, it can be triggering because you almost don't know what to say to them. But I will never say that Brody is an only child. I will never say that I only have one child. One thing, too, is...

I went through two pregnancies, two full term pregnancies that destroyed my body. You know, when I lost McKinsley, that was something else that it's like, here I am. I don't even have my baby, but I have all these stretch marks. Going through things like your milk supply coming in when you've lost your baby is so traumatic. I can't even explain that to you.

I went through two pregnancies, two full term pregnancies that destroyed my body. You know, when I lost McKinsley, that was something else that it's like, here I am. I don't even have my baby, but I have all these stretch marks. Going through things like your milk supply coming in when you've lost your baby is so traumatic. I can't even explain that to you.

I went through two pregnancies, two full term pregnancies that destroyed my body. You know, when I lost McKinsley, that was something else that it's like, here I am. I don't even have my baby, but I have all these stretch marks. Going through things like your milk supply coming in when you've lost your baby is so traumatic. I can't even explain that to you.

Like having milk dripping out of you and you don't even have a child to feed it to. The doctors had to help me with ways to try to dry it up because it was so traumatic. You know, having the stretch marks, having your body just being so... just not the same anymore. And you don't even have the baby there. You know, and a lot of people say, oh, get through the pregnancy.

Like having milk dripping out of you and you don't even have a child to feed it to. The doctors had to help me with ways to try to dry it up because it was so traumatic. You know, having the stretch marks, having your body just being so... just not the same anymore. And you don't even have the baby there. You know, and a lot of people say, oh, get through the pregnancy.

Like having milk dripping out of you and you don't even have a child to feed it to. The doctors had to help me with ways to try to dry it up because it was so traumatic. You know, having the stretch marks, having your body just being so... just not the same anymore. And you don't even have the baby there. You know, and a lot of people say, oh, get through the pregnancy.

It's so worth it once you have your baby in your arms. But I didn't have that. So that is very difficult as well.

It's so worth it once you have your baby in your arms. But I didn't have that. So that is very difficult as well.

It's so worth it once you have your baby in your arms. But I didn't have that. So that is very difficult as well.

So this story, this, you're going to just be like, oh my gosh.