Hilaria Baldwin

I was like, okay, our family is done.

Complete everything.

And then again, the… So you found out you were pregnant and you were… Were you just…

obviously scared from what had happened previously that you were like I just I can't go through this again I need someone to carry this for me yeah it was it was such a traumatic experience because you know I mean science anybody who's done IVF knows that there's certain markers like the embryo was like whatever like the a it was everything was going so well you know and my body felt different like it didn't

feel… It just felt different.

And everybody kept on saying, as they do to women, it's all in your head.

It's all in your head.

I didn't feel my first move until like more typical, like around 19 weeks, something like that, right, for the first one.

Because typically women feel their first one later and then subsequent pregnancies you feel earlier.

I felt my other ones before 12 weeks.

A little flutter.

It almost feels like a little fish.

Yeah.

And…

With the one that I lost, I didn't feel hurts.

Like I did and then I stopped.

And as I, you know, would talk about and they're like, it's too early.

It's too early.

This is, I know you felt the other ones, but like maybe you didn't.

And it's too early.