Hilaria Baldwin
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Podcast Appearances
And I remember to the appointment, which was just a regular appointment, I walked there and I walked and I walked and I walked and I had this feeling there was just something wrong.
And I go there.
I try not to cry as I talk about it, but I go there and they put the monitor on me and she was dead.
And it was like, you know, at that point, you know, it looks like a baby has its fingers and its toes.
And then you have to go home and you still have the baby inside of you.
It was just, it was not a happy experience.
So I was, I, you know, was very traumatized from that.
And again, then your body goes through the experience of things that you had a baby once through.
Once, um, once she came out and, uh, but, but there's no baby.
So I was like, I'm not doing that again.
And again, nothing, nothing against IVF.
I just, that was my one experience with it.
And then obviously somebody else carried our, our other embryo perfectly perfect and, and she's here.
And I also love that they're five months apart.
It's like, it's so funny.
They're like, they're like the funniest things.
I mean, I, I definitely through my experiences and I'm a bit older than you and having kids before you, I, um,
I felt that way.