Honestav

what's up like you know but fuck you like i don't even fucking love you like fuck you i remember my brother killed himself i'll never forget this bro my brother killed himself and it was like a week later and my dad was like on some drunk bullshit and i looked him straight in his face and i was like you're the reason that shaylin killed himself and that's like the worst thing i've ever said in my life and it's like i'm a kid and and then but my dad it was like two days later i like went to my dad and i was bawling my eyes out and i was telling him i'm so sorry and i didn't mean it and it's not true and he was just like i know you didn't mean it you're just like me

what's up like you know but fuck you like i don't even fucking love you like fuck you i remember my brother killed himself i'll never forget this bro my brother killed himself and it was like a week later and my dad was like on some drunk bullshit and i looked him straight in his face and i was like you're the reason that shaylin killed himself and that's like the worst thing i've ever said in my life and it's like i'm a kid and and then but my dad it was like two days later i like went to my dad and i was bawling my eyes out and i was telling him i'm so sorry and i didn't mean it and it's not true and he was just like i know you didn't mean it you're just like me

He's like, we get upset and we say shit and we don't mean it. And he's like, I didn't take it to heart.

He's like, we get upset and we say shit and we don't mean it. And he's like, I didn't take it to heart.

Yeah, you know, my brother was.

Yeah, you know, my brother was.

Yeah, who do I blame for this? And also, like, my brother, like, the fact of the matter is, man, is that, like, he was treated different than all of us. He was like, that's the brother that, my brother that killed himself is the brother that my mom had out of wedlock. So as soon as it's time to get in trouble, guess who's getting it? Shaylin's getting his ass beat in front of everybody.

Yeah, who do I blame for this? And also, like, my brother, like, the fact of the matter is, man, is that, like, he was treated different than all of us. He was like, that's the brother that, my brother that killed himself is the brother that my mom had out of wedlock. So as soon as it's time to get in trouble, guess who's getting it? Shaylin's getting his ass beat in front of everybody.

As soon as there's anybody that I would steal cigarettes from my parents and they would blame it on him. Like, like there was, we would, man, like he, he, he was, he was mistreated in my crib. Like for real.

As soon as there's anybody that I would steal cigarettes from my parents and they would blame it on him. Like, like there was, we would, man, like he, he, he was, he was mistreated in my crib. Like for real.

and then you got like youngest child treatment like they like they like took care of you a little more a little bit and then you saw what he was getting you're like oh this is up yeah a little bit kind of my sister really got the best like treatment from the parents she she got it the best my my dad i was so young though that my brothers had already like like my brother was i was 15 when he killed himself so i'm a freshman in high school so that's four more years i live with my dad where like it wasn't even like i i never basically had a father in high school right like

and then you got like youngest child treatment like they like they like took care of you a little more a little bit and then you saw what he was getting you're like oh this is up yeah a little bit kind of my sister really got the best like treatment from the parents she she got it the best my my dad i was so young though that my brothers had already like like my brother was i was 15 when he killed himself so i'm a freshman in high school so that's four more years i live with my dad where like it wasn't even like i i never basically had a father in high school right like

I had a dad and he would come to some of my games and shit like that, but really he was just this drunk dude that was struggling with the fact that his other kid killed himself. And the way it happened was just, you know, like crazy and shit. So he was like struggling with that. So I never really like had that. I think whenever I got older though, I got like the youngest kid treatment.

I had a dad and he would come to some of my games and shit like that, but really he was just this drunk dude that was struggling with the fact that his other kid killed himself. And the way it happened was just, you know, like crazy and shit. So he was like struggling with that. So I never really like had that. I think whenever I got older though, I got like the youngest kid treatment.

That's whenever my dad would, you know, he would come to my house and we'd watch the game. You know, we was like homies and he would, you know, we talked about more shit and like I felt like way more connected and shit. But growing up, The boys kind of all got it the same. My sister's really the one that kind of got the good treatment, which is cool, though.

That's whenever my dad would, you know, he would come to my house and we'd watch the game. You know, we was like homies and he would, you know, we talked about more shit and like I felt like way more connected and shit. But growing up, The boys kind of all got it the same. My sister's really the one that kind of got the good treatment, which is cool, though.

Yeah, bro. So, I mean, like, they weren't around, bro. Like, I was the only one living in the house at the time. One of my brothers was in Ohio with his dad. My other brother was older, and they were living, like, in California at the time.

Yeah, bro. So, I mean, like, they weren't around, bro. Like, I was the only one living in the house at the time. One of my brothers was in Ohio with his dad. My other brother was older, and they were living, like, in California at the time.

and um so me and shaylin were spending a lot of time together and um they don't really it's it's all different bro like i found shaylin and shaylin was he called me right before he died i was the last person he talked to and so um it was different as fuck like like nobody else had to experience that so i don't even know what it's like for them i i have no idea like

and um so me and shaylin were spending a lot of time together and um they don't really it's it's all different bro like i found shaylin and shaylin was he called me right before he died i was the last person he talked to and so um it was different as fuck like like nobody else had to experience that so i don't even know what it's like for them i i have no idea like