Hugh van Cuylenburg

And I'm going, oh, no, hang on.

He doesn't know that.

He can give it a shit what day.

Nothing's going to change tomorrow.

So, Bron, it sounds like things were really difficult.

What happened next?

Just at this point in your life, were there – because I have this picture of you soldiering on like everything's fine.

Was your body giving you any – or was your – mentally or physically, were your body giving any warning signs that potentially you're not – was anything happening to you?

I just feel like it's worth pausing for a moment on that question that the doctor asked you because I feel like a lot of mums or parents listening right now are probably still reflecting on that very question and are feeling like I'd probably need someone to ask me that.

What was it in that moment that just stopped you in your tracks?

And so when she said you are a good mum, did you, in your heart, did you believe her?

Extreme sensitivity.

Yes.

So had you told the doctors that at that point there was fluid on his brain?

And he said... I think it's like the hardest thing to talk about.

It's the hardest thing.

And you're doing an unbelievable job.

I know exactly what you're saying.

And was there a fear of, were you on like watch with Ari just waiting for something to happen again?

Yeah.