Hunter Biden

It was awful.

You know, I think that people have this vision of, you know, that it's kind of funny when Marjorie Taylor Greene, like, shows pictures of me and, you know, naked and, you know.

By the way, 90% of which is like, aren't selfies.

People taking pictures of me passed out in the bathtub with a crack pipe.

You know, I wasn't taking pictures of myself, you know, remotely while I was, you know, passed out.

And, you know, but whatever the case may be, is I don't do anything but cry when I think about those times.

Not for anybody but myself.

I mean, it was truly demoralizing.

I mean, I am...

what people i don't think fully comprehend about addiction if they're not the direct addict that sometimes can take you to a place in which all you're doing is thinking about getting high or thinking about how you're going to get high thinking about how you're going to cover up getting high and thinking about how you're going to come down from getting high

And then it becomes just this round-the-clock thing in which it's not even about getting high.

It's about not dying.

It's literally about the feeling that if I don't... I cannot get up from this bed unless somebody hands me a drink in order for my body to function.

and um and that's the level to which i um i found myself for a long period of time i mean relatively in anyone's life like the fact that i didn't die i believe is a miracle how many times do you think you were close to death no dozens

dozens, whether it was by, um, you know, like finding my places in which people were pulling guns on me to, um, uh, to putting, one time I woke up in a, uh, you know, face down in a pool, you know, um, and I don't even remember that, but that's what they told me.

Um, you know, I, um, uh,

by anybody's standards was, you know,

I mean, I talk about it... Very descriptive.

Very descriptive in the book.

And the reason is, you know, people kind of make fun of me about that when I talk about, like, I searched the carpet for drugs.