Hunter Biden

I mean, like a great, like a great addict is like, I am absolutely certain of it, because after 400 failed attempts, it ended up...

Curled in a ball, like, you know, hugging my, you know, on the tile floor in a bathroom.

It literally makes, it's one of the only drugs I clearly cannot in any way metabolize without it literally turning me into a complete and utter incompetent.

I mean, I literally become so anxiety ridden.

I mean, I had tried.

There was no real, you know, prevalent availability.

And, you know, I played sports, and so, you know, football season, you know, we tried not to even drink, and, you know, and high school, and...

um and i uh but i tried uh cocaine when i was in high school and then not throughout college uh i dabbled uh maybe and uh but it wasn't really around it was almost my problem was alcohol um and um

And it remained alcohol until I walked into that park, which I describe in the book, is, you know, I left a... I was in an outpatient program, which I was committed to, and I relapsed.

And I was in the middle of a divorce and separated.

And I had spent... I'd done everything to try to get back.

And I'd gone to...

like 45 days of an inpatient program.

And then I did about three months of a sober coach in which I blew into a breathalyzer that took your picture.

whenever the sober coach would call with the commitment that if I failed it, that I would go back into treatment.

And I did that.

that wasn't good enough for, um, for whatever reason.

Um, and so then I committed to doing an outpatient program, which was, uh, five days a week and, um, you know, uh, about five hours a day from like eight to two.

And, um, and I, and I relapsed and, um,

And I told them that I relapsed and they wanted me to take a, they wanted me to pee in a cup.