J Hood

And I'm like, damn.

And they, I really felt this type of way.

Like, I'm like, damn, bro.

They doing this because this is what they seen me doing.

They seen me toting guns.

They seen me not caring.

They seen me shooting pistols.

They seen me in my cars, trooped up.

They from the hood now.

So I'm like, damn, I feel like a failure.

Like, I failed my family.

Then my little cousin, and they B-flagged.

rest in peace b flag man my little cousin he from 135 paru and he got killed to englewood it was like uh four people got murdered you feel me two females and uh two males he was like fresh 18 and he got murdered and uh that shit just hit me that shit just hit me

So you felt like by being on YouTube, you'd be able to kind of spread your message and put the right idea in their head?

Yeah, like, man, it's not worth it, toting guns, because the same people who you're going to kill on the street, I've been, okay, I'll put it like this.

I know more killers than I know people with money.

I know more killers than I know squabblers.

I've been in prison with more people who had life experience

than people who have had $10,000 at one time.

And no, none of them feel like it was worth it.