Jake Haendel

Dude, like send me like 20 texts. And I was like, dude, I got whatever you want, but here's the trick. You can't say anything about it, and you've got to pick me and this girl up in Boston and drive us wherever we've got to go. He's like, on it, dude. See you in 30 minutes. I'm like, sick. And he had like a sick sports car kind of pit, you know.

Dude, like send me like 20 texts. And I was like, dude, I got whatever you want, but here's the trick. You can't say anything about it, and you've got to pick me and this girl up in Boston and drive us wherever we've got to go. He's like, on it, dude. See you in 30 minutes. I'm like, sick. And he had like a sick sports car kind of pit, you know.

Yeah. Not backed up, but I had like probably a 10 gram package for a thousand dollar value or something. We're both rolling face in the back of this car, like looking at the lights. And I just remember us like making out in the back and touchy feely. Get out of the car. She goes to get something in her car.

Yeah. Not backed up, but I had like probably a 10 gram package for a thousand dollar value or something. We're both rolling face in the back of this car, like looking at the lights. And I just remember us like making out in the back and touchy feely. Get out of the car. She goes to get something in her car.

That's when I quickly, I was like, yo, you got like a piece of paper, a dollar bill or something. And I just poured a shitload of powder out. And I was like, here, take it. Get out of here. And yeah, I probably gave him like $700 worth or something for that ride. You know, I didn't care though.

That's when I quickly, I was like, yo, you got like a piece of paper, a dollar bill or something. And I just poured a shitload of powder out. And I was like, here, take it. Get out of here. And yeah, I probably gave him like $700 worth or something for that ride. You know, I didn't care though.

And it was like a five or six mile walk. But it was like, it was the best walk ever. And we talked for like two hours about kind of everything. Yeah.

And it was like a five or six mile walk. But it was like, it was the best walk ever. And we talked for like two hours about kind of everything. Yeah.

I didn't want to fuck it up with her because I liked her so much. I wanted to have a relationship with her.

I didn't want to fuck it up with her because I liked her so much. I wanted to have a relationship with her.

That day when she got off work, she texted me. From that day on, we never spent a day apart, actually. There was this bar in the same plaza of Horseshoe Pub, and it was a dive. Not a place I would typically go, but she liked it there. It had pool tables, and one thing I learned quickly, she was really good at pool. She told me, I play people in pool for drinks.

That day when she got off work, she texted me. From that day on, we never spent a day apart, actually. There was this bar in the same plaza of Horseshoe Pub, and it was a dive. Not a place I would typically go, but she liked it there. It had pool tables, and one thing I learned quickly, she was really good at pool. She told me, I play people in pool for drinks.

We won't pay for a single drink all night. And she would hustle these people so good. And for money, too. She was, like, really cool. Drives a Harley, sick of pool. She likes to have fun.

We won't pay for a single drink all night. And she would hustle these people so good. And for money, too. She was, like, really cool. Drives a Harley, sick of pool. She likes to have fun.

She told me that she owned a house and had just sold it to buy an RV because she was about to tour the country in the RV. That's fucking awesome. And I remember being like, man, that'd be so good for me to like get out of here and get away from all these drugs. Yeah. I mean, that's kind of a selfish thought. I also love this girl, but how crazy would that be if I got myself actually clean?

She told me that she owned a house and had just sold it to buy an RV because she was about to tour the country in the RV. That's fucking awesome. And I remember being like, man, that'd be so good for me to like get out of here and get away from all these drugs. Yeah. I mean, that's kind of a selfish thought. I also love this girl, but how crazy would that be if I got myself actually clean?

And over this first two weeks, I drastically cut down on my dope use. I found myself so happy, I guess, with her that the the early onset of dope sickness was being very much um put off i was so into it that i'd be like wow i've been thought about dope in 10 hours and i feel fine and my drug dealing kind of took a hit which i wasn't mad about i felt it financially but i didn't care

And over this first two weeks, I drastically cut down on my dope use. I found myself so happy, I guess, with her that the the early onset of dope sickness was being very much um put off i was so into it that i'd be like wow i've been thought about dope in 10 hours and i feel fine and my drug dealing kind of took a hit which i wasn't mad about i felt it financially but i didn't care

relationship definitely started on a lie and for being totally honest i mean she portrayed herself as like having it going on like owned a house on her own multiple jobs this rv very financially independent i just felt like what the fuck do i really have going on

relationship definitely started on a lie and for being totally honest i mean she portrayed herself as like having it going on like owned a house on her own multiple jobs this rv very financially independent i just felt like what the fuck do i really have going on