Jake Haendel

I was like, oh, it's mine. Throw to that lie out there.

I was like, oh, it's mine. Throw to that lie out there.

You know, trying to portray that I was on her level, I suppose. When in reality, my life was like on a downward slope in the last year.

You know, trying to portray that I was on her level, I suppose. When in reality, my life was like on a downward slope in the last year.

Come to find out, her parents bought her this house. Yeah, her name was on it. She owned, like, a small amount of equity in it. Whatever. It doesn't matter. There were lies on both sides, I guess. So this...

Come to find out, her parents bought her this house. Yeah, her name was on it. She owned, like, a small amount of equity in it. Whatever. It doesn't matter. There were lies on both sides, I guess. So this...

rv thing gets i'm like so what's the plan here i've always wanted to visit all these states and i bought this rv and i saw it was called the queen victoria it was from like 1970 it needed work and she also had a part-time job at a motorcycle shop Which I also thought was sick. And this RV was parked there and the guy who owned the shop was doing work to it. I'm like, what's the plan?

rv thing gets i'm like so what's the plan here i've always wanted to visit all these states and i bought this rv and i saw it was called the queen victoria it was from like 1970 it needed work and she also had a part-time job at a motorcycle shop Which I also thought was sick. And this RV was parked there and the guy who owned the shop was doing work to it. I'm like, what's the plan?

And she's like, well, I'm going to drive from here down south. She had like a playlist for every state. Go through Alabama. and swing through the tip of Florida had more southwest through Texas and I'm gonna end in Seattle and I'm like why Seattle this was another thing she kept for me until this point she was

And she's like, well, I'm going to drive from here down south. She had like a playlist for every state. Go through Alabama. and swing through the tip of Florida had more southwest through Texas and I'm gonna end in Seattle and I'm like why Seattle this was another thing she kept for me until this point she was

like well there's this like guy out there and he's like a dj and we've been together off and on for years he has substance abuse issues and can be like kind of a dick i'm trying to remember what she said exactly but that was the gist And she's like, and I'm going to end there and like stay out there for a while. Maybe I'll get back with him or maybe I'll come home. I don't know.

like well there's this like guy out there and he's like a dj and we've been together off and on for years he has substance abuse issues and can be like kind of a dick i'm trying to remember what she said exactly but that was the gist And she's like, and I'm going to end there and like stay out there for a while. Maybe I'll get back with him or maybe I'll come home. I don't know.

I don't know exactly what I said out loud. Maybe nothing yet.

I don't know exactly what I said out loud. Maybe nothing yet.

I think infatuated is a word because every moment of my day, I'm thinking about her.

I think infatuated is a word because every moment of my day, I'm thinking about her.

I never seemed mad. Fucking piece of shit liar. What is this? What is this? You think I don't know what this is? I asked you the first day we met. First day we hung out. Do you do opiates? What did you say? I'm like, fuck, yeah. I'm trying to quit. I'm so sorry. Why'd you lie? I didn't want to blow it with you day one. I really fucking like you and I'm really trying to get clean.

I never seemed mad. Fucking piece of shit liar. What is this? What is this? You think I don't know what this is? I asked you the first day we met. First day we hung out. Do you do opiates? What did you say? I'm like, fuck, yeah. I'm trying to quit. I'm so sorry. Why'd you lie? I didn't want to blow it with you day one. I really fucking like you and I'm really trying to get clean.

And she just railed in to me for a while. And I was like, I deserve it. I deserve it. Thing with drugs, it's something you are never honest about ever. And you're used to hiding from everyone. And I was never able to be fully honest. Even when she claimed she wanted, I don't know if this is true, but, you know, be fully honest with me about this act. I couldn't do it.

And she just railed in to me for a while. And I was like, I deserve it. I deserve it. Thing with drugs, it's something you are never honest about ever. And you're used to hiding from everyone. And I was never able to be fully honest. Even when she claimed she wanted, I don't know if this is true, but, you know, be fully honest with me about this act. I couldn't do it.