Jake

As I'm coming back into my physical body, it feels like this cord gets pulled and I get ripped back in to the collective consciousness.

So I was in therapy, and I mean, I had exhausted everything Western medicine had to offer at this point.

And this is where the intuition comes in again.

Something just told me that there was one more thing for me to see before I was done with all of this.

I'm privileged enough to have good health care.

I have VA health care.

This was the end of my journey with these medicines and this was the last thing it wanted me to see.

And then I also, from being in special operations, have access to foundations that most people don't have access to.

I guess the only thing I saw with air quotes is like a gold kaleidoscope.

And the only reason I'm saying that is because I was able to use everything Western medicine could give me.

But everything is feeling or a sense that we don't... Like a way to feel that we can't necessarily experience in our physical bodies.

And not only did none of it work, I only got worse.

I tried an antidepressant and anti-anxiety, which were both absolutely terrible.

And that's how this entire experience took place.

Antidepressant I got off of within a week because it just, it destroyed me.

So it pulls me back in.

And the energy changes again.

The anti-anxiety they believe is what gave me the twitch.

And this time, it shows me...

I tried restless leg medication, which did nothing.