Jake

This was the end of my journey with these medicines and this was the last thing it wanted me to see.

And then I also, from being in special operations, have access to foundations that most people don't have access to.

I guess the only thing I saw with air quotes is like a gold kaleidoscope.

And the only reason I'm saying that is because I was able to use everything Western medicine could give me.

But everything is feeling or a sense that we don't... Like a way to feel that we can't necessarily experience in our physical bodies.

And not only did none of it work, I only got worse.

I tried an antidepressant and anti-anxiety, which were both absolutely terrible.

And that's how this entire experience took place.

Antidepressant I got off of within a week because it just, it destroyed me.

So it pulls me back in.

And the energy changes again.

The anti-anxiety they believe is what gave me the twitch.

And this time, it shows me...

I tried restless leg medication, which did nothing.

I wrote down divine femininity.

Sleep medication, which made me sleepwalk, so had to get off that.

Like it showed me what women are.

So like, I grew up with all kinds of strong women in my life.

I tried

traditional therapy, EMDR therapy, psychedelic assisted therapy with psilocybin, which is magic mushrooms, which that was the only thing that gave me any relief at all.