Jake

But I only got worse.

And...

Again, I can never tell you why it showed me that, but I'm really, really happy it did.

Western medicine just wasn't answering the questions.

So I was in therapy in Colorado where a lot of the psychedelic-assisted stuff is legal.

And that's when it got super weird to me that I instinctively knew to call the DMT a she in my Ibogaine journey, because obviously I had no idea this was going to happen.

And I had tried the psilocybin and felt a little bit better for a couple of days.

And that kind of gave me some hope that there, you know, there is something out there that's going to help.

And then after I get done, that's another parallel that I find out that other people are having happen to them is they're encountering this thing that they describe as a divine femininity.

And I was in therapy and I got to a point where my where my doctor said, you know, you're not getting any better.

So I don't know if that is the essence of DMT or if that's something else out there, but it was beautiful and it was amazing.

You're getting worse.

You're in a really, really dangerous spot right now.

So you need you need to go do something drastic.

that happens and come back into my physical body and I just shoot up and I, I throw my mask off and I just start dying laughing.

And she introduced me to Ibogaine.

And right now there are a handful of retreats going on where you can legally do the substance Ibogaine and 5-MeO-DMT, which is kind of a compliment to Ibogaine.

And I just scream how fucking stupid, like how stupid have I been for the past?

However many years, like depression, anxiety, all this stuff, when everything is perfect, everything has always been perfect.

I prefer to call these things, you know, sacred medicine or medicine because drugs, the word drug gives it a stigma.