Jake

I don't know what to do.

I'm not scared at all.

That was the other thing.

Like I didn't have a single negative emotion throughout this entire experience.

So the simplest thing as the chronic headache can start this insane cascade that just...

I never felt threatened.

I never felt scared.

I just, I felt intuition, I guess.

makes all of these injuries flare up.

So just having the opportunity to take care of myself has changed everything.

And so I'm just standing there and all of a sudden I just blurt out, am I worthy?

And they all simultaneously yell worthy.

And I get transported to another place and I'm still on the same plane, but I'm somewhere else.

And so I'm standing in this like open area.

For me, this has been the most important thing in the world.

I mean, obviously my wedding day and if I have kids one day will be up there, but I wouldn't get to be there for them or experience them the right way if I hadn't done this.

It's all black with the fog.

And I can see like stars and universes in the background.

And there's a shadow figure standing in front of me.

And he's jet black, staticky.