James English
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8,556 appearances
26 recordings
1 series
first heard Mar 2026
last heard 4d ago
James English’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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When did your problems sort of start?
When did the mental issues start?
Were you psychosis or anything?
No Hearing things, seeing things?
No Did you smoke weed?
yeah quite a lot yeah yeah that's one of the problems as well yeah it was so glorified weed I smoked weed for years and years at that time it because whenever if I was sniffing gear I was different I was a fucking loose cannon yeah smoking weed I could hibernate I could sip myself I never get anything done you made plans with me I was never I was never showing up
I'm lazy anyway and my life is going good and I'll still think fuck that I'm just sick of people I'm not sick of people maybe a bit too much but I just I don't like to be surrounded anymore with noise and people just love nature and my dogs and my kids and just I'm the same I feel really like I'm quite sensitive to noise like even this morning when I was on the train like when there's people coughing I'm like it on a flight as well and like sneezing and I'm quite sensitive so like I'm like oh god get me out of here like
So you were already losing.
How much weed were you smoking?
Especially what it's sprayed with now.
You don't even know what you're smoking anymore.
We used to get a bit of hash fucking 25 years ago and then weed started coming in and it was actually okay.
You could smoke a joint, eat a couple of pizzas, have a good laugh.
then you just became wired you couldn't move yeah just sunk right into the fucking couch and you're like that I used to wake up the same place I fucking fell asleep hands all mangled head all fucking and I used to think what am I doing but then I would go I'm not smoking it anymore yeah
And then I would get a shower, I'd go on with my day, and then I would get excited for smoking it.
And I think, nah, this isn't a good place.
Nah, that's too much because it's just, you're completely lost and I'm not here to put people down who smoke weed.
but people who smoke weed think people don't see it their skin colour changes the smell like I say you never stick to any plans they've got good intentions of meeting up doing things but when it comes to it the weed always wins because you would rather just sit in your house you know and then you think you've just let people down I'd just switch my phone off I wouldn't even tell people no I'm not coming I would just not even I would just ignore it which is so bad as well but that's just who I was I had so much good intentions to doing so many good things even when my dad was dying
the family used to go for like meals and stuff he was told he had three months to live and I just couldn't be arsed part of that was a bit of depression though I couldn't handle the fact of it so I would rather just sit in and puff my brains out it was just easier people were calmer the family liked me on it because it was sedating yourself you just chilled you like a big fucking zombie see when you get out then did you realise how much drugs you were taking in there or were you just not caring because it was numbing you
How was that for your family, to see their daughter going through that shit?
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