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then that stops and being pregnant is also just like a mental mind game.

And so it's just like, I'm quite questioning.

I'm like, I'm boring.

I'm this, I'm this.

And my husband wants to go out with these people.

And, and so it all came to like this kind of,

Moment in January where I'm just like kind of really pleading with him of like like this is how I feel.

And whether you're doing something wrong or not in your eyes, like it's like triggering me to like feel like we are like at this rate, we're going to get divorced.

Like that's you know, I said these words to him like I like I can't keep going on like this.

I feel so like like you said, like I feel so disconnected from you.

Even when we're alone and you're just like after having some drinks out in your home and you're still drinking and I'm not drinking and I'm in bed because I'm tired.

And so it's just like we were in this terrible spot.

And I felt like we so I feel like we've made progress in the way like he agrees that it's like a weird thing.

Like he's finally said, like, I see your point of view that having me having a close friend that's a woman is weird.

he says like taboo or it's it's it's just not normal and so he's like agreed with me on that it's wrong it's wrong he refuses to change to make me feel better and so and also i mean that's yeah i mean you know like you said i'm in this most vulnerable state right now like i am like i and i'm like i don't know how to explain it to you differently like i can you even if like

He's really great.

I just.

Yeah, and I guess that's where we're, like, stuck at this point.

It's, like, I think, you know, we've come a long way of, like, being able to talk about it and not in, like, a toxic way.

Like, let's hear each other out.