Jason Wilson

I couldn't be all that she needed. And so when that time happened in her life, I chose to meet that moment instead of run from it. And often men say, I want to be a comprehensive man. What do I need to do? I tell them always to run to the moments where you fear feeling the emotions that make you feel weak. And so that's what transformed me. And I said, this is living. This is power.

I couldn't be all that she needed. And so when that time happened in her life, I chose to meet that moment instead of run from it. And often men say, I want to be a comprehensive man. What do I need to do? I tell them always to run to the moments where you fear feeling the emotions that make you feel weak. And so that's what transformed me. And I said, this is living. This is power.

That's how I'm able to reach so many boys and men. That's why I'm contacted by even UFC fighters. These men beat pretty much everyone that you can think of in the average setting that's not trained in MMA. But yet they're starting to see like, wait a minute, I can't live from this rage that I feel, this childhood trauma that keeps time traveling to the present and ruins my life. So here it is.

That's how I'm able to reach so many boys and men. That's why I'm contacted by even UFC fighters. These men beat pretty much everyone that you can think of in the average setting that's not trained in MMA. But yet they're starting to see like, wait a minute, I can't live from this rage that I feel, this childhood trauma that keeps time traveling to the present and ruins my life. So here it is.

These men, the greatest warriors, are they weak now because they want to be comprehensive, because they want to be human, authentically human? No. They're fighting now for their right to experience more of life than just providing and protecting.

These men, the greatest warriors, are they weak now because they want to be comprehensive, because they want to be human, authentically human? No. They're fighting now for their right to experience more of life than just providing and protecting.

I saw it destroying my marriage. Really? I lacked patience. I didn't even understand emotions as far as what a woman is feeling. So, again, if you're... I mean, my brothers were drug dealers, you know? And I grew up in an area where... I'm in the middle of gangs from each mile road in Detroit.

I saw it destroying my marriage. Really? I lacked patience. I didn't even understand emotions as far as what a woman is feeling. So, again, if you're... I mean, my brothers were drug dealers, you know? And I grew up in an area where... I'm in the middle of gangs from each mile road in Detroit.

So I didn't know how to express or really feel emotions outside of being tough and strong or appearing to be what we would call a thug, which I've made an acronym for, which is a traumatized human unable to grieve. I said, this isn't living. And when me and Nicole, we were arguing our last time before we decided to get a separation in 2015. So look at the time span there.

So I didn't know how to express or really feel emotions outside of being tough and strong or appearing to be what we would call a thug, which I've made an acronym for, which is a traumatized human unable to grieve. I said, this isn't living. And when me and Nicole, we were arguing our last time before we decided to get a separation in 2015. So look at the time span there.

I said, I need to really dig deep into what's causing me to be this man. What's causing me not to embrace all of the human attributes that I've been given by the Most High. And it was my childhood trauma. It was my father wound. It was the losses that I've experienced that had shaped my mind into believing another loss is coming. you weren't even good enough for your father to affirm you.

I said, I need to really dig deep into what's causing me to be this man. What's causing me not to embrace all of the human attributes that I've been given by the Most High. And it was my childhood trauma. It was my father wound. It was the losses that I've experienced that had shaped my mind into believing another loss is coming. you weren't even good enough for your father to affirm you.

But upon deeper reflection, I realized that I didn't have a bad father. I just had a father who had been wounded and didn't go through his process. He loved me. But again, he came from an era where the masculine male was the gold standard. And so until I saw the truth there, before he died, we were able to reconcile, which was beautiful.

But upon deeper reflection, I realized that I didn't have a bad father. I just had a father who had been wounded and didn't go through his process. He loved me. But again, he came from an era where the masculine male was the gold standard. And so until I saw the truth there, before he died, we were able to reconcile, which was beautiful.

And he was called by God to be a pastor, but ran from it because he didn't want to be perceived as a pimp. Because in his era, the pastors, the pimps transitioned into being a pastor. Yeah. And he told me the story. I couldn't believe it. He says... You're tax-exempt still. So they were just a hunk. They were a pimp, but they were getting more out of it. Still drove a nice car. Wow.

And he was called by God to be a pastor, but ran from it because he didn't want to be perceived as a pimp. Because in his era, the pastors, the pimps transitioned into being a pastor. Yeah. And he told me the story. I couldn't believe it. He says... You're tax-exempt still. So they were just a hunk. They were a pimp, but they were getting more out of it. Still drove a nice car. Wow.

And all you had to do was to pander to the women's emotions. Oh, my gosh. So my father was a barber, very popular in Detroit, so he cut a lot of the pimps' hair back then. Wow. And a lot of them would tell him, big O, man, nothing like being a pastor. It's almost just like being a pimp. But he allowed that to stop his calling. He could have changed it.

And all you had to do was to pander to the women's emotions. Oh, my gosh. So my father was a barber, very popular in Detroit, so he cut a lot of the pimps' hair back then. Wow. And a lot of them would tell him, big O, man, nothing like being a pastor. It's almost just like being a pimp. But he allowed that to stop his calling. He could have changed it.

But because he was just a masculine male, my father was a provider. He would work 12, 13-hour days, come home, wore out. At the end of his life, he couldn't walk. He had Parkinson's disease. My mother worried to death. He worked to death. So those are two extremes that I learned from. And I said, you know, I'm not going to be either.

But because he was just a masculine male, my father was a provider. He would work 12, 13-hour days, come home, wore out. At the end of his life, he couldn't walk. He had Parkinson's disease. My mother worried to death. He worked to death. So those are two extremes that I learned from. And I said, you know, I'm not going to be either.