Jason Wilson

Peasant aggressive. Yeah, husband. And in that moment, I realized, like, wait a minute. I'm doing this for me, not you. As a byproduct, you'll benefit and the children will benefit. But I need to do it for me because as soon as you don't appreciate my effort, I'm going to digress back into that mental cell. That was a pivotal moment in my journey. Wow.

Peasant aggressive. Yeah, husband. And in that moment, I realized, like, wait a minute. I'm doing this for me, not you. As a byproduct, you'll benefit and the children will benefit. But I need to do it for me because as soon as you don't appreciate my effort, I'm going to digress back into that mental cell. That was a pivotal moment in my journey. Wow.

And I stayed on the course until I finished it. And of course, I'm still evolving.

And I stayed on the course until I finished it. And of course, I'm still evolving.

Life wasn't worth living, man, just to be real with you. I compare it to, you know, the box of eight crayons you'll see, and then you have the box of 64. As men, we tend to gravitate towards the box of eight. And so I compare those crayons to emotions. And out of the eight, we may use four of them.

Life wasn't worth living, man, just to be real with you. I compare it to, you know, the box of eight crayons you'll see, and then you have the box of 64. As men, we tend to gravitate towards the box of eight. And so I compare those crayons to emotions. And out of the eight, we may use four of them.

But women have access to 64, and we do too, but their entire life they've been affirmed in expressing those emotions. So then when it comes to communication between man and woman, she is requesting violet, but all you have is purple. So you can't even meet the moment there. And also instead of, even in relationships with men, If a man offends me, I don't just go to anger.

But women have access to 64, and we do too, but their entire life they've been affirmed in expressing those emotions. So then when it comes to communication between man and woman, she is requesting violet, but all you have is purple. So you can't even meet the moment there. And also instead of, even in relationships with men, If a man offends me, I don't just go to anger.

I go to the real emotion of my brother, you know, that offended me. Why don't you trust me in this business deal?

I go to the real emotion of my brother, you know, that offended me. Why don't you trust me in this business deal?

now the conversation now is here no one has to have their guard up guards are dropped now we can communicate as human beings i got tired of having to be stuck in masculine mode all day every day having to live life in a performance-based mentality there's no rest there a man can even take a nap when you live that way. So it was easy decision to make. Was the journey a challenge at times?

now the conversation now is here no one has to have their guard up guards are dropped now we can communicate as human beings i got tired of having to be stuck in masculine mode all day every day having to live life in a performance-based mentality there's no rest there a man can even take a nap when you live that way. So it was easy decision to make. Was the journey a challenge at times?

I would say 46, maybe.

I would say 46, maybe.

Absolutely. Definitely. I call that a masculine male. You were a masculine male. That's all I was. Everything was centered around being masculine, being strong, bold. What's limited with only being a masculine male? Well, I used my mother caring for her as an example when she developed dementia. I couldn't fully meet that moment in her life by only being a protector and provider.

Absolutely. Definitely. I call that a masculine male. You were a masculine male. That's all I was. Everything was centered around being masculine, being strong, bold. What's limited with only being a masculine male? Well, I used my mother caring for her as an example when she developed dementia. I couldn't fully meet that moment in her life by only being a protector and provider.

Those two roles I had mastered. Whenever the pharmaceutical companies were trying to fleece her out of more money, I was able to protect her. When her Social Security check couldn't meet the difference that we owe the doctors and for the prescription, I was able to provide.

Those two roles I had mastered. Whenever the pharmaceutical companies were trying to fleece her out of more money, I was able to protect her. When her Social Security check couldn't meet the difference that we owe the doctors and for the prescription, I was able to provide.

But what happens when she asks me a question 10 times and I have to answer it the 11th time without her feeling any frustration? What happens when she's crying and she's confused and I have to meet that moment with compassion and love? What happens when her fingernails need filing or clipped and I have to meet that moment? Only being a protector and a provider was too limiting for me.

But what happens when she asks me a question 10 times and I have to answer it the 11th time without her feeling any frustration? What happens when she's crying and she's confused and I have to meet that moment with compassion and love? What happens when her fingernails need filing or clipped and I have to meet that moment? Only being a protector and a provider was too limiting for me.