Jason Wilson
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first heard Jan 2025
last heard 25 Dec
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Exactly. And so I say, no matter where you go, there you will be. You can't escape yourself. And so I never was one to, I guess, adhere to escapism. Always tried to find my peace in where I'm at. Did you have a lot of escapism, though, before the last 10 years? Of course, I was as men were conditioned that way.
We, you know, work hard, become a millionaire, travel by your way, by your piece, get the right people around you, even with the right people around you. If you hadn't did the work inside. You won't have it. And so for me, it took for me to surrender my life to Yeshua or Jesus to really find that peace, to purge all of this pain that was in my heart. Because I didn't grow up in a church.
I didn't want to walk this path. You didn't grow up in a church at all? My mother, what I mean by grow up, meaning it wasn't. I was a part of the culture. Me and my mother made me go. But as soon as I got to the age where she could trust me at home alone, I stopped going. And so, but when I truly accepted him in my life, The process still was a journey.
It's not like, no, it's not magic, like instant, it's gone. It comes with work. It is written that we should consider, you know, when we're testing trials, it's joy. We should be joyful when that happens because it develops our faith and perseverance.
Yes. And then, of course, we're going to lose loved ones, but we don't grieve like the world. So those are the type of things that were instilled in me through this transformation I had because I know I get to see my mother and father again. My hope is different from those that are in this world. And then my identity is not what I do. It's in him.
So whatever stops, I as we talked earlier, the transition is always difficult. But because my identity isn't in it, I can I can transition, you know, and but a lot of guys can't transition at all. Like I know I share with you before here what he's calling me to do. It may take some time, right?
That's how he did it for four years? Yeah. But our time compared to his time is zero. But when you're stuck in your identities and what you do like athletes, when you retire, you don't know what you're gonna do with yourself.
For me, first, the foundation, of course, is the most high in Christ for me. So what does that look like? My identity? Oh, well. What does that mean? My identity is. In him, meaning I embody all who he is. So I manifest his attributes for to me in my book. At the end, I share he was the ultimate comprehensive man. He was the fighter. He was the provider. He was the leader. He was the lover.
He was the nurturer. He was the gentleman. He was the father, all right, as incarnate, as God, he is one. He was the son. And so those attributes of the competence of man, I exude because of who he is in me. So when I say I am, he is in me and I am, he's the reason why I exist and why I move. I exude his attributes. And that's what I mean by my identity being wrapped up in him.
Second, I would say my family, but even that can be shaken. If I was to commit adultery on my wife, she may leave, I don't know. If I was physically abusive to her, my children's love would change. So all of my hope lies in him. That's the only constant that I have.
I would say... Hmm. Reminds me of Moses. We were talking about him earlier. When the Mosiah called him to go to Pharaoh to free his people, Moses complained about not speaking with the eloquent tongue, making a lot of excuses. And then God told him to have his brother speak for him, which I believe was a big mistake because Moses didn't work through all of his insecurities.
And at the end, those insecurities caused him to hit the rocks and he couldn't enter the promised land. So I share that to say because I know it's a blessing knowing that everything you do is wrapped up in him. At the same time, finding your confidence solely in him can be a challenge at times. A lot of things that he has me doing, I know it's not me.
I know the men that stop me at the airport or when I go speed come up to me here. I mean, real men crying, breaking down. That's not me. I'm just a man. And so to truly just say, hey, I'm going to trust you regardless and just move. Sometimes that can be a challenge when you're walking towards the Red Sea and it hasn't been parted yet.
But he's telling you to go that way and then tell you he wasn't going to split it yet. Just go that way. Right. That can be challenging at times. And that's why it's important to... Not have your identity wrapped up in things, money, your accomplishments, not even your family. As much as I love mine, I know love on the human plane is conditional. It's based on what we can do.
It's just human nature. The closest you'll get to unconditional love is from a good mother on this earth. Yeah. Or dog. Or dog. And, you know, when you realize that, you're like, hey, you know, for me, it was I studied many religions and I chose that path. And I have no regrets. If I lose everything and still have him, I still have everything.
I would say the gentleman in regards to chivalry. I had to study that because today you say chivalry is dead, right? And it's almost like chivalry is perceived as pandering to women. But when I studied it, it was the code of honor amongst medieval knights. Why did we relinquish that? So for me growing up again, the misleading mantras, I was the same bros before H-O-E-S.
So I was programmed never to really trust a woman. Don't be affectionate with a woman in public. You'll be looked at as being weak. To this day, I have to fight to hold my wife's hand in public. Really? Yeah, man. You have to fight to force yourself to do it? It's an internal struggle. My father, I remember I told him I was getting married. He told me, why? Why would you do that?
All the men in my life never were comprehensive men.
And then, you know, outside of being a fighter and provider, the gentleman, what is that? You know, we were smooth, but it was always what we called a game to get something. Yeah. So we had to have game. So I didn't like playing games, you know. And so that's why the commitment level wasn't there. And so, again, just really living freely from that romantic side that's in me.
And that's a process I'm going through now, resolving the hurt, you know, experience the relationships. And that's one of the men's biggest struggles with getting married is because when you marry someone, she's going to see she's not going to just see Batman. She's going to see Bruce Wayne now.
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