Jay

Ways of conceiving of money, the metaphors around those things have started to infiltrate the way that you understand the world around you. It sort of shakes you up a little because you realize the way that you come to understand the world is through your relationship with money.

Ways of conceiving of money, the metaphors around those things have started to infiltrate the way that you understand the world around you. It sort of shakes you up a little because you realize the way that you come to understand the world is through your relationship with money.

Now, I think in America, it's generally capitalism, right? Like money, really, just money. And I know personally that my biggest battle here is my religion as my orientation point and money as my orientation point. These are both centers of orbit. And if you're orbiting one, you're not orbiting the other, period. They're mutually exclusive. So that was the struggle before Kitsch.

Now, I think in America, it's generally capitalism, right? Like money, really, just money. And I know personally that my biggest battle here is my religion as my orientation point and money as my orientation point. These are both centers of orbit. And if you're orbiting one, you're not orbiting the other, period. They're mutually exclusive. So that was the struggle before Kitsch.

Now, I think in America, it's generally capitalism, right? Like money, really, just money. And I know personally that my biggest battle here is my religion as my orientation point and money as my orientation point. These are both centers of orbit. And if you're orbiting one, you're not orbiting the other, period. They're mutually exclusive. So that was the struggle before Kitsch.

That's like the thinking. Kids come and they are there. Everything is oriented around them. It is a shocking reorientation. Now, when I say orientation, what I mean is not only like how you spend your time, it's how you think. It's how you classify your world from the way that you use language. I don't refer to my stomach anymore. It's my tummy. When I'm in a bad mood, I'm feeling fussy.

That's like the thinking. Kids come and they are there. Everything is oriented around them. It is a shocking reorientation. Now, when I say orientation, what I mean is not only like how you spend your time, it's how you think. It's how you classify your world from the way that you use language. I don't refer to my stomach anymore. It's my tummy. When I'm in a bad mood, I'm feeling fussy.

That's like the thinking. Kids come and they are there. Everything is oriented around them. It is a shocking reorientation. Now, when I say orientation, what I mean is not only like how you spend your time, it's how you think. It's how you classify your world from the way that you use language. I don't refer to my stomach anymore. It's my tummy. When I'm in a bad mood, I'm feeling fussy.

Where I go and what I do, is it kid-friendly? So what I'm saying is it just changes everything about how you think and feel. Now, what that means is I have a third... A third center that I'm trying to negotiate now. I'm trying to pull myself away from worrying about money without sacrificing the financial security of my family.

Where I go and what I do, is it kid-friendly? So what I'm saying is it just changes everything about how you think and feel. Now, what that means is I have a third... A third center that I'm trying to negotiate now. I'm trying to pull myself away from worrying about money without sacrificing the financial security of my family.

Where I go and what I do, is it kid-friendly? So what I'm saying is it just changes everything about how you think and feel. Now, what that means is I have a third... A third center that I'm trying to negotiate now. I'm trying to pull myself away from worrying about money without sacrificing the financial security of my family.

I'm trying to maintain religion as my center without sacrificing caring for and doing everything I need to do to provide the best life for my kids. Yeah. which is an insane place to be. I think it gets better as the kid gets older, right? Because it's not so all-consuming. But I will say it has been, in some ways, the diaries made me realize this.

I'm trying to maintain religion as my center without sacrificing caring for and doing everything I need to do to provide the best life for my kids. Yeah. which is an insane place to be. I think it gets better as the kid gets older, right? Because it's not so all-consuming. But I will say it has been, in some ways, the diaries made me realize this.

I'm trying to maintain religion as my center without sacrificing caring for and doing everything I need to do to provide the best life for my kids. Yeah. which is an insane place to be. I think it gets better as the kid gets older, right? Because it's not so all-consuming. But I will say it has been, in some ways, the diaries made me realize this.

In some ways, it sort of helped pull me away from money a little bit more by devaluing it. Where I just like, you know, I can't care anymore. You'll spend in ways that you wouldn't have before because the money is less valuable than not... being in a position where you want to bash your head against the wall.

In some ways, it sort of helped pull me away from money a little bit more by devaluing it. Where I just like, you know, I can't care anymore. You'll spend in ways that you wouldn't have before because the money is less valuable than not... being in a position where you want to bash your head against the wall.

In some ways, it sort of helped pull me away from money a little bit more by devaluing it. Where I just like, you know, I can't care anymore. You'll spend in ways that you wouldn't have before because the money is less valuable than not... being in a position where you want to bash your head against the wall.

It's been so defiled by children now that it no longer has the power to cause the kind of anxiety that it did in terms of child-related expenses.

It's been so defiled by children now that it no longer has the power to cause the kind of anxiety that it did in terms of child-related expenses.

It's been so defiled by children now that it no longer has the power to cause the kind of anxiety that it did in terms of child-related expenses.