Jean

I mean, knowing... How should I say this?

Assuming...

that she may have self-image issues.

I was really impressed and delighted that she had no problem disrobing before me.

She didn't say, don't look at me, or I'm ashamed of this, or the other, or my boots are too big, or my butt's too big, or I don't like this role, whatever it might be.

There was never any talk of that.

So I kind of thought that she was happy in her body.

Their clothing, her clothing was starting to, you know, fit a lot looser.

She used to not wear jeans, for example, because she wouldn't be able to fit in them comfortably.

She was always wearing the leggings type of clothing.

So she slowly transitioned from the yoga pants to the, you know, to the jeans.

No, no.

I like going with the flow.

I mean, living in a moment and enjoying, you know, whatever's going on in social aspects, social events.

Before it was a conversation and, you know, and now it's a fight.

And one of us is going to walk away angry because we're not seeing eye to eye on something.

So I started really wondering...

who I was with.

I mean, this person that I had been with for, you know, better part of 15 years really started to take a change, maybe.

Bottom line is it became very confusing to me as far as how to manage our relationship.