Jeff Grant
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
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And that'll be that.
And he goes, all right, I'll do that for you.
So I went to one of the doctors that was prescribing me the opioids.
And I got one last prescription from him.
And went home that night and waited till my wife and kids went to sleep.
And once they did, I took the entire vial and tried to kill myself.
And so it was about 40 pills, probably.
And woke up somewhere early morning in a pool of vomit all over.
No, no, no.
But all I know is that.
For me, I know it was a legitimate attempt to kill myself.
You know, whether it worked or not, it was another issue.
And the thing about it is that, look, I've obviously spent like more than 20 years kind of thinking about it.
And it was like...
If you take a few, it lowers your barriers of inhibition.
So like, you know, taking one or two of them got me stoned and then the other 38 went down pretty easy.
And I think that's what happened.
So.
My life's over.
My career's over.