Jeff Grant

I know I'm going to lose my house.

My wife, my ex-wife does not understand what's going on.

And a few, I go through detox and about a week later or so in there somewhere, I wind up at Silver Hill Hospital, which is a rehab in New Canaan, Connecticut.

Which, by the way, is the same rehab that this client had gone to.

That's how I know about it.

Right.

Because I'm shuttling him back and forth to this rehab during that whole time.

And so for me, it was Silver Hill or nothing.

And I spent seven weeks at Silver Hill.

And so that's kind of like the first part of the story, you know, that's like, that's like the, the, the drinking and the drugging and the misbehavior and the, and the criminality.

And, and that's now like, I don't even understand what the consequences are going to be.

I just know that that life is over.

I was on board from the beginning, but I didn't really know exactly how crazy I was.

I didn't know that what I really had was bipolar disorder.

And that had been fueling all of this stuff probably since I was a young adult or even a kid.

Yeah, well, yeah, exactly.

So there I am, like, you know, first they have me like in the acute care unit where, you know, it's a lockdown unit and you're bouncing off the walls and things.

And then they move me over to the main facility.

And maybe it's the first or second night I'm in the main facility and I'm not on any illicit drugs anymore.

You know, I'm not on opioids.