Jelly Roll

You can't heal in the environment that hurt you Yeah, you know and it's like I started praying for new friends five years ago like on my knees to God directly like God

I've done everything I can for every friend I brought with me along the way.

Everybody who came with me can't go with me.

Everybody's not growing at the rate I'm growing.

I need new friends.

When I was cheating on my wife, I was hanging around people that were cheating on their wives.

When I was drinking tons of alcohol and doing tons of cocaine, I was hanging around people that were doing tons of alcohol and tons of cocaine.

So I'm like, I want to change.

Send me some friends.

Just send me some new interests.

And then I'd start bumping into, you know, I guess six, seven, whatever it was years ago, guys like Cam Haines, guys like Goggins.

And I didn't realize it then when they came into my universe.

It was just from a distance in a YouTube channel.

Like, oh, this dude's fucking nuts.

Who's this guy screaming at the camera running all these miles?

Yo, who is this guy that won't quit his job?

that is like the greatest bow hunter ever and runs ultra marathons and like is refusing to quit his job.

The internet's like campaigning, quit your job, Cam.

You know what I'm saying?

I was like, who are these guys?