Jelly Roll

That first Monday comes, Joe, it is pissing rain.

Pissing rain.

I mean, cats and dogs, dude.

And I wake up and I'm like...

Shit.

And I've been studying about lying to yourself, that when you tell yourself you're going to do something and you don't do it, your body then starts to know that you don't mean what you say.

So now when you tell your body to do something, your body looks at you like, bitch, you ain't never meant what you said to me.

You've never followed through.

What do you think?

I'm going to run because you tell me to run.

You lie to me all the time.

And I was in that concept and I came out that morning dressed up in my stuff and I was like, man, that rains pretty hard in my family.

And this wasn't them being a lack of support, Joe.

This was just I think this was me lying to them for so many years.

You know, that they wanted to save me my shame again and my embarrassment.

And they go, it's okay.

I think my wife's like, it's okay, Papa.

Or my daughter was like, just wait till the rain quits or do it on the treadmill or something.

But in my mind, I was like, no, I'm going outside, you know.

And I was like, I'm done lying to y'all and I'm done lying to me.