Jenny Garth

I passed out on the floor and I had my best friend on the phone with me.

I think while that was happening.

So she knew I was in danger.

Thank God.

I'm looking at my assistant and whiteness and doctors and everything's very fuzzy.

It all came back to me.

And all I wanted to do was kill the pain some more.

I think the shame really came from letting the girls down and from being a bad mom by letting myself go to that place.

I could have died in that hotel room.

Right.

I wasn't good with the group environment.

I honestly didn't care.

That wasn't my motive.

It wasn't the reason I was isolating.

And I think most of them, if not all of them, were really understanding and respectful of that and kind.

I just wasn't ready to open up to strangers.

And just like in group therapy at the rehab, I spent so much time being private and carrying it all in silence and hiding it from the world.

I wasn't ready.

Were you also worried people were going to find out like this world?

I was very worried people were going to find out that I was in rehab.