Jess

And to continue to show up for myself.

Yeah.

He'll be in the middle of a story and just say that to me.

It was nerve-wracking.

I think we are both, unless it's not obvious, we were both big feelers.

And I think a lot of...

the hard stuff for us recently has been, like, these are our friends, and they've just been through some awful stuff, and knowing everything that has transpired and how all these people are feeling, how that's going to affect them and how they're going to feel, like, poor Amber, like...

feeling like crap like that broke my heart like that was one of the hardest moments for me and it's just you these are our people and we love them so much and like we don't want them to hurt and we don't want them to be embarrassed and we don't want any of that so that I think there was a lot of trepidation from that standpoint and also just like not being able to like be together yeah that was killing me a little bit but yeah it was it was daunting for I think those reasons yeah

Oh, my God.

It's so weird.

I don't feel good when I see all these nasty things.

I don't know.

People think that like that would make me feel good.

I don't like.

No.

Yeah.

I don't like.

These are human beings.

And, like, yes, he made terrible decisions.

We've all made terrible decisions.