Jess

And then all my aggression kind of leaves from the Aaron thing, and now I just want to kill this bitch and kill him. So it was a bad whirlwind for a minute there.

And then all my aggression kind of leaves from the Aaron thing, and now I just want to kill this bitch and kill him. So it was a bad whirlwind for a minute there.

Well, one, I was pregnant. So I remember he called from jail and this is before he even knew that I knew anything. And I had threatened to have an abortion. So I was like, well, you're fucking Aaron, you're fucking this chick. Why would I keep this child? Like, why would we start a family together? I thought you loved me.

Well, one, I was pregnant. So I remember he called from jail and this is before he even knew that I knew anything. And I had threatened to have an abortion. So I was like, well, you're fucking Aaron, you're fucking this chick. Why would I keep this child? Like, why would we start a family together? I thought you loved me.

Well, one, I was pregnant. So I remember he called from jail and this is before he even knew that I knew anything. And I had threatened to have an abortion. So I was like, well, you're fucking Aaron, you're fucking this chick. Why would I keep this child? Like, why would we start a family together? I thought you loved me.

And, you know, clearly I'm just like sobbing on the phone and he's denying it at first. And I read him some of the emails. He can't deny it anymore. And I just, I loved him. I really had just such a deep amount of love for him that I just, I was like, maybe we can work through it. And I had seen my mom and my dad work through insurmountable type of the things that they have gone through.

And, you know, clearly I'm just like sobbing on the phone and he's denying it at first. And I read him some of the emails. He can't deny it anymore. And I just, I loved him. I really had just such a deep amount of love for him that I just, I was like, maybe we can work through it. And I had seen my mom and my dad work through insurmountable type of the things that they have gone through.

And, you know, clearly I'm just like sobbing on the phone and he's denying it at first. And I read him some of the emails. He can't deny it anymore. And I just, I loved him. I really had just such a deep amount of love for him that I just, I was like, maybe we can work through it. And I had seen my mom and my dad work through insurmountable type of the things that they have gone through.

Like my dad was not an addict, alcoholic, nothing. My mom was. And the things that I had seen them work through and make it through, I guess that was That was my model that I lived by, that I went by. And I was just like, you know, people can work things out. Of course, right then, I wanted to kill him. I wanted to slit his throat right then.

Like my dad was not an addict, alcoholic, nothing. My mom was. And the things that I had seen them work through and make it through, I guess that was That was my model that I lived by, that I went by. And I was just like, you know, people can work things out. Of course, right then, I wanted to kill him. I wanted to slit his throat right then.

Like my dad was not an addict, alcoholic, nothing. My mom was. And the things that I had seen them work through and make it through, I guess that was That was my model that I lived by, that I went by. And I was just like, you know, people can work things out. Of course, right then, I wanted to kill him. I wanted to slit his throat right then.

But, you know, later on, I started thinking about it, and I was like, we're going to have a kid together. And I wanted to—I knew I loved him. I knew he was the one that God made for me. I knew I was supposed to be with him. And I was like, I'm just going to make it work. We're going to make something work.

But, you know, later on, I started thinking about it, and I was like, we're going to have a kid together. And I wanted to—I knew I loved him. I knew he was the one that God made for me. I knew I was supposed to be with him. And I was like, I'm just going to make it work. We're going to make something work.

But, you know, later on, I started thinking about it, and I was like, we're going to have a kid together. And I wanted to—I knew I loved him. I knew he was the one that God made for me. I knew I was supposed to be with him. And I was like, I'm just going to make it work. We're going to make something work.

I was terrified. I was absolutely terrified.

I was terrified. I was absolutely terrified.

I was terrified. I was absolutely terrified.

Yeah, so she was 10. His oldest was 10, and my oldest is 10. And the kids got along great, too. But I was terrified about—I wasn't too worried about Matty. He was so good with kids, so he was really good with— Matty is my oldest, and he was so good to her. I had never seen a— Maddie's father is an addict as well. And he was not a good father. He was not a good man.

Yeah, so she was 10. His oldest was 10, and my oldest is 10. And the kids got along great, too. But I was terrified about—I wasn't too worried about Matty. He was so good with kids, so he was really good with— Matty is my oldest, and he was so good to her. I had never seen a— Maddie's father is an addict as well. And he was not a good father. He was not a good man.

Yeah, so she was 10. His oldest was 10, and my oldest is 10. And the kids got along great, too. But I was terrified about—I wasn't too worried about Matty. He was so good with kids, so he was really good with— Matty is my oldest, and he was so good to her. I had never seen a— Maddie's father is an addict as well. And he was not a good father. He was not a good man.