Jesse

But for the last month or so, I mean, I just wake up every night, stare out the window, because I can't seem to get the closure. Because one thing that I've heard you say before is, you know, you have to come to these conversations willing to be vulnerable and willing to accept the fact that there's a chance that the other person will leave. I don't think we're in that conversation, but...

But for the last month or so, I mean, I just wake up every night, stare out the window, because I can't seem to get the closure. Because one thing that I've heard you say before is, you know, you have to come to these conversations willing to be vulnerable and willing to accept the fact that there's a chance that the other person will leave. I don't think we're in that conversation, but...

I don't feel like I'm getting the full vulnerability or the full admittance of guilt. Not that I want to shame her once again. I mean, I just have to say that again and again. But I need her to say, I've done this. This is why I did it. I don't know why she said those things other than a joke. And that doesn't seem like a justifiable thing.

I don't feel like I'm getting the full vulnerability or the full admittance of guilt. Not that I want to shame her once again. I mean, I just have to say that again and again. But I need her to say, I've done this. This is why I did it. I don't know why she said those things other than a joke. And that doesn't seem like a justifiable thing.

I don't feel like I'm getting the full vulnerability or the full admittance of guilt. Not that I want to shame her once again. I mean, I just have to say that again and again. But I need her to say, I've done this. This is why I did it. I don't know why she said those things other than a joke. And that doesn't seem like a justifiable thing.

Does it seem like a justifiable, vulnerable comment that I can let it hurt me for just a moment and then know that we went there?

Does it seem like a justifiable, vulnerable comment that I can let it hurt me for just a moment and then know that we went there?

Does it seem like a justifiable, vulnerable comment that I can let it hurt me for just a moment and then know that we went there?

I mean, there's a little bit, yeah.

I mean, there's a little bit, yeah.

I mean, there's a little bit, yeah.

And maybe you're not getting that. There's truth in every joke. I mean, even the worst of jokes.

And maybe you're not getting that. There's truth in every joke. I mean, even the worst of jokes.

And maybe you're not getting that. There's truth in every joke. I mean, even the worst of jokes.

They tell more truth than anybody there is. That's right, that's right. And so I know that, yeah, you're right. That little bit of truth to it is what's bothered me so bad, and the fact that she won't come out and say that.

They tell more truth than anybody there is. That's right, that's right. And so I know that, yeah, you're right. That little bit of truth to it is what's bothered me so bad, and the fact that she won't come out and say that.

They tell more truth than anybody there is. That's right, that's right. And so I know that, yeah, you're right. That little bit of truth to it is what's bothered me so bad, and the fact that she won't come out and say that.

That's what I want to do. I want to knock down the building, but I feel like she won't admit that there is that little bit of truth in there because she's terrified of hurting me. Gotcha. And I told her that I want her to hurt me. The only way that I can get through this is to get that vulnerable, rock... hard pain, uh, so that I can know why she said it, because you're right.

That's what I want to do. I want to knock down the building, but I feel like she won't admit that there is that little bit of truth in there because she's terrified of hurting me. Gotcha. And I told her that I want her to hurt me. The only way that I can get through this is to get that vulnerable, rock... hard pain, uh, so that I can know why she said it, because you're right.

That's what I want to do. I want to knock down the building, but I feel like she won't admit that there is that little bit of truth in there because she's terrified of hurting me. Gotcha. And I told her that I want her to hurt me. The only way that I can get through this is to get that vulnerable, rock... hard pain, uh, so that I can know why she said it, because you're right.