Jesse

No, next weekend after Christmas.

Allison's working nights.

We can't really do Christmas.

You're going to watch Christmas movies.

She's working nights.

So I'm going to be at home by myself on Christmas Eve.

Fiasco.

No, he was very love-bomb-y at the beginning of our relationship. Came in very hot and strong. I think he said, I love you to me two weeks into seeing each other. Just very, from the get-go, just like... I'm going to like overload you with like affection and gifts and things like that. And that's something that I definitely needed at that point in my life.

No, he was very love-bomb-y at the beginning of our relationship. Came in very hot and strong. I think he said, I love you to me two weeks into seeing each other. Just very, from the get-go, just like... I'm going to like overload you with like affection and gifts and things like that. And that's something that I definitely needed at that point in my life.

No, he was very love-bomb-y at the beginning of our relationship. Came in very hot and strong. I think he said, I love you to me two weeks into seeing each other. Just very, from the get-go, just like... I'm going to like overload you with like affection and gifts and things like that. And that's something that I definitely needed at that point in my life.

I was very insecure, just kind of like going through a lot mentally. So he was exactly what like I needed. And I feel like he knew exactly what to do to kind of like snatch me and get me in. So, yeah.

I was very insecure, just kind of like going through a lot mentally. So he was exactly what like I needed. And I feel like he knew exactly what to do to kind of like snatch me and get me in. So, yeah.

I was very insecure, just kind of like going through a lot mentally. So he was exactly what like I needed. And I feel like he knew exactly what to do to kind of like snatch me and get me in. So, yeah.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

I think it's definitely a super taboo subject, especially within our church. I feel like you're taught your whole entire life, do not have sex until you're married. And then magically when you're married, you're supposed to just enjoy it and know how to do it and everything like that. And I feel like that's not common.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And it's hard to learn your body too when there's a lot of shame around it in the church or you're married that you can't have it. And I feel like just me personally, I was ashamed to kind of get to know myself and know what would help me have an orgasm. I just always felt like shameful around it and I didn't want to explore and figure out like what would get me there.

And yeah, it took a lot to kind of get over that mental hump that finally like was able to like help me get there. It was just definitely more of like a mental game for me because I feel like I had like the tools to like get there. I felt like I knew what possibly could.