Jessi Draper

They can influence every single thing about your life, your happiness.

And I did lose myself.

And the people closest to me saw that.

Yeah.

So our sex life was like pretty good for a while because, again, I hadn't really realized what was going on.

I was just kind of hiding it.

But I will say since the separation and getting back together, my body has told me.

I want women in this situation to know that, like, your body will tell you.

I, like, anytime he tried to have sex with me, I would clam up.

I would have panic attacks after.

I would cry after.

I didn't want him to touch me.

Like, even if he was just, like, passing me, like, in the house and, like, grabbed my arm or whatever, I was like, don't touch me.

And I would say that to him.

And he's like, what's wrong with you?

But your body knows.

So I just want, like, anyone in this situation, men or women, like, everyone goes through it at some point.

Not everyone, but people have gone through it.

Yes, because at the time he quit, we had just had our daughter.

So she was a newborn.