Jessi

And then you went to go to a lie detector with the guy you had an affair with.

Like in that moment, like I stand by that being, um,

I wish that that didn't happen.

Right.

I wish that that, I think it was a poor choice.

Jesse wasn't present during that.

I mean, you could see it on her face.

What do you mean by present?

She was numb.

She wasn't even there.

No one was home.

More.

Okay.

I think that's what was so painful watching it back was it was like knock, knock, no one's home.

It was, it was that it was sad.

It was sad on multiple fronts.

It was sad on that front.

And then I'm also sad for myself too.

Well, I hope that my presence here today shows that I'm willing to take accountability and that you can make mistakes and you can grow from them and you don't necessarily have to be perfect, but if you're continuing to work, I think that's kind of genuinely what's made Jesse and I have, I don't want to call it success, but the only reason that we're in the place that we're at today is because

of continuing to work on ourselves.