Jessi

Sure.

yeah i mean i was for me but i you know and i remember so just so you know during that time that's what i was trying to do but i think it was too far gone at that time genuinely yeah do you remember that what like right before you had the affair like i was before the affair even happened i was at that place but it was too little too late just so you know it doesn't make it right doesn't make it better you were trying to put the pieces back together yeah 100 yes

You don't remember our conversations?

Our conversations like from September.

No, no, that whole month.

I could, I already knew that she was in a place where not, not something like that was a possibility because that was just.

He knew I had checked out probably.

There was a checkout point and that's when I was rushing back.

Right.

So like, that's, that's what was, you know, again, not making excuses for it, but I'm just saying like, I remember very specifically, no feeling that like feeling that like that checkout point and from, and then chasing before the affair even happened.

I think we both still, I think we both have, have still had that happen.

Because there's been times where, well, you had an affair or vice versa.

Well, you treated me this way for four years.

I don't think either of us are at that place yet.

Completely.

If I'm going to be transparent.

That's fair.

That's fair.

I've heard that line multiple times.

Well, you treated me this way for four years.