Jessi

Well, no, not someone that would have an affair, but that's not who Jesse is.

Like that's not her authentic self.

Like that was one of the things that I remember like harping on her and like being pissed off about.

In the moment I was like, you can say there, I remember saying something along the lines of like, you, you could have said who he, uh, in certain moments.

No.

Or something like that.

I don't remember like specifically, but something like that.

Um, but yeah, I was, I was definitely like,

If there's a chance at your relationship, I think that was kind of the point.

We were in this limbo place, and if you're going to make an accusation or make a comment like that, that's where that anger was coming from in that moment.

because well actually it's it's it's funny enough i remember when i asked jesse's dad for her hand and uh i remember saying him saying um he's not like the very like sentimental type like at all like he's very much like how would you describe your dad just not emotional

no like there's like emotion plays like no role in anything and i just remember him like like giving this whole spiel and and doing all this stuff and i just remember him going like this he just was like she's your problem now and i just remember one of the things that i promised him was that like divorce was not an option for me like it's just not like i don't want to do this with that ever even being an option like this is it and

I don't know.

Like, it's just one of those things.

It's always like kind of stood in my head.

Like I made that decision and like my love for Jesse has never wavered.

Like, you know, what might be coming might've wavered or like, you know, the possibility of divorce, but like my, my love for her, like it never wavered.

Yeah, it did.

You're right.

So I, you guys weren't in here earlier.