Joe Hudson

It's out of memory now, but it was just... It was like my physical structure disappeared is how it felt physically in the body, and I could feel the universe, and I was the universe.

There was a...

a positive sensation ecstasy that I had never felt before.

And then I was just like, what's happening?

How do I keep this?

And then it went away.

And then I was like, how do I get it?

And so I spent 10 years making almost no money doing almost like the very minimum amount of work

to be able to dedicate my entire life to finding whatever that thing was.

So reading all sorts of meditation teachers and doing all sorts of things like the Hoffman process and different therapies.

I just like everything that I could possibly find to do, I did.

And that was, that was a...

I was like great in the fact that it taught me a tremendous amount of tools to like, now that when we do courses, I get to incorporate the understanding from all these unique tools.

It was also lucky in the fact that I had a huge authority issue because my dad was who he was.

I just couldn't trust authority.

So anything that anybody said, I was like, bullshit, prove it.

Like, and so I started developing experiments, um,

to, okay, he said that, or she said that, I'm gonna try that.

I'm gonna see what that, is that really true?

Okay, you can say joy is a matriarch of a family of emotions, blah, blah, blah, I don't give a shit.