Joe Hudson

I think we all want to feel like we're of service

be a value it's not value is a kind of a hard one it doesn't mean like i've worked i've been a value but it's like i am contributing i think all of us want all of those things so i don't think it's just one thing what i do see is that the one that seems to unlock the loved one seems to unlock so i used to think that the only way to get to the head awakening was to

Seeing through sense of self through silence.

That's what I thought.

I now have seen people have head awakenings, seeing through sense of self lots of ways, like seeing through sense of self because a group dynamic, seeing through sense of self in emotional work.

I've seen lots of ways for that sense of self disintegrate.

I think at one point I counted like seven or eight different ways that it can happen.

But that part of it is the knowing of...

knowing like knowing knowing thyself it's like actually knowing yourself i think the the love is more in the in the heart awakening part and we all want that as well we all want to separate what we were trained came with love and just get like the love right because we love came with abuse or criticism and so we just that's what we think love is and so we're scared of it and we want it at the same time

And that if people have those two things, everything else seems to become unimportant because there's nothing left to defend or earn or prove anymore when those things are there, which tells me that's it.

And then there's all that's left is I want to contribute.

How does it work for you?

The way it works for me is...

If I'm quiet and I listen, there's a call and I do the thing that I'm called to do, even when it's super fucking uncomfortable.

Sometimes it's great and super comfortable, but sometimes it's very, very uncomfortable.

And I feel like there's a masculine form of surrender and there's a feminine form of surrender.

The feminine form of surrender is what we know more.

It's like allowing yourself to receive, it's gratitude.

It's like that feeling of like,

And these two things rely on each other to build.