Joe Loya
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Podcast Appearances
And again, this is where the erosion of posterity has already occurred.
And I can't have a feel for 10 years down the line.
I'll be able to have, I'll pay off a mortgage, like none of that.
And so it's already happened to me.
I don't have a feel for posterity.
Remember, my mom died at 26.
There's also included in this a feeling like I just got to make it a 26.
I don't know what happens after that.
I just got to make it a 26 because that's where the cutoff date is for me in my head.
A lot of people think, oh, 76, that's where, you know, when your parents died, that's approximately the age.
I was like, I don't know if I'm going to make it a 26.
I just got to make it a 26.
And after that, I have no feel for them.
So put all that in the mix.
And I think, you know what?
I'm not going to do all these years here so I can go make $45,000.
That's it.
So I start committing little bullshit crimes.
I start balancing checks, which is the easiest thing to do.
And I start borrowing money and not paying it back.