Joe Loya

And I was able to look at them and then turn around and just casually walk away.

No one saw me.

And so it confirmed to me that as long as I park, I walk away through something, they're not going to come out and be looking for the horizon.

Their eyes are going to be here, right?

And so you learn along the way little things like that.

So that benefited me.

I walked in a bank once and it took so long to just get like whatever, $1,000 or something out of these people, this one teller.

And there was only one teller at the time because it was just right when the bank opened up.

And there was nobody else in the lobby, just me and this person.

They were taking forever.

I was so angry when I walked out, even though I knew that they were now had set off the alarm.

I walked into the bank right next to it and robbed it, even though police were coming and walked in my car and got away.

So it was like part of it was just ballsy, too.

Remember, you know, I already had stepped through fear.

On the other side of fear is where you get things done.

So you just have to walk through the fear to get the thing done.

I had to do that to stab my dad.

And sometimes your body, most of the time, almost every time, on the way to a bank robbery, as also on the way to committing crimes that I committed when I was in prison, any assaults or whatever, there's a part of your body that knows like, okay, we might die.

We might get shot.

It could be bad for me.