John B. Allen (MrBallen)
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And like, I just tell her everything.
And the whole time she's looking at me and she's a wonderful woman.
She's so like motherly, so nice.
She's just like, I can almost feel like she felt bad for me or something.
Like she's listening to me.
She's not dismissing me, but...
She was just letting me do my cathartic ranting about how terrified I am and what the fuck's going on here.
I want to leave.
And at the end of it, she's just like, John, it's really okay.
It's just my husband.
I heard him here last night.
I heard him here the night before.
It's fine.
That's what I'm hearing from the adult in the house.
And it was just like, this is not all right.
And I remember on that morning, we have one more night at this house still.
And it gets worse, actually.
Somehow it gets worse.
I was like, I want to go home.
I just want to fucking go home.