John Paul
speaker
140 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jul 2026
last heard 6 Jul
John Paul’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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As an example, one of these guys makes fun of me in class and I get up and I push him down and beat him up like, you know, a Steven Seagal movie or something.
So I started to...
fantasized daydream about robbing a bank.
I had this image of going into a bank and getting a big bag of money, and the place that I dreamed about going to was New York.
I thought of New York as being synonymous with the mafia, and I thought, well, maybe if I could go there, somehow I could ingratiate myself to someone in that family, and that would become my new family, as opposed to this family who doesn't seem to want me and who I can do nothing right for.
He started kicking him, including kicking him in the face.
That really shook me.
On my way home on the bus that day, I remember thinking, I got to get out of here.
Yeah, because I saw myself as that powerless kid.
And I even, this is like years and years and years ago, and I still get so emotional about it.
It's
Like, what a horrible way to, you know, go through a day.
And I just thought, I don't want that to be me.
Okay.
I...
My dad owned a shotgun, which he had used to hunt.
It was in a closet.
And the first thing I did when I got home was I took that gun, I took it into my bedroom, and with a hacksaw, I sawed the barrel off so it would be easy to carry.
I remember...
Once the barrel came off and I had removed it, I thought, okay, I don't really know if I want to do this.
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